I'm a Multiple

With MPD or Dissociative Identity Disorder, DID. I'm also a bit autistic. This blog is for all parts of me to write about anything and everything without judgement or censorship.

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Finding Time to be Alone

Precious is the night, when all are asleep and I'm allowed to enjoy my own company. I thrive in solitude. My soul renews and refreshes. I can think for myself or not think if I want. Family is nice but not without constraints and demands. It's hard to be yourself playing mommy and spouse.
 I'd like to go for a ride, head to a shopping center where I can drift anonymously and escape this drudgery. Winter clamps down like a vice, ruining the hope if escaping the family domicile and daily tasks of rote.
 So I lay in wait, anticipating the freedom of night, when it's only me and my thoughts.
Just getting through this day.

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